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Devin James Montgomery

Have a boyfriend now hes a little witch. A raven of sorts. I met him while i was fishing for a last chance at love before the inevitable . Lately it has been getting worse but this is not about me this is all about the one who makes me smile once more. He loves me and i love him  my beautiful sin. Devin.

hes 19 and he wants to get old and live in a house with tons of cats his favorite color is blue and naruto.  Charmed and stakes rare is the best i mess all his food and he doesnt complain i drive him insane and he doesnt hate me.  His favorite band is inkkubus sukkubus  a band a bout th e hard ships  witches have gone through. he is a pagan but he acts like a buhdist he looks like A CUTE LITTLE WITCH.  I love my chainsmoking  quiet cute smiling simple lover boy. i will die happy now knowing that i am in his heart and he will always own my soul. When i die i will come back anytime he calls me and i will give him the powers i earn as i travel the afterlife. he is my little prince and i would have never known a happy ending without him.
I love you devin . you ar my all.

Love And Missing

Sometimes The things that we miss the things that we need the things that we wish wed never loose are there to remind us that our love lasts forever some may not even believe in love but we feel it is always there no matter where we go and what we see. Nothing changes the fact that we need to miss and we need to want we need to love.

MY WEEKS IN NOWHERE

I have friends  They help me grow every day. lately i found out that one of them is way more amazing than the rest. New experiences keep our friendship going great  for him everything new is weird and scary but i will always try my best to make sure he goes through those experiences in a safe and fun way hopefully  hell have the time of his life and be a good  person with lots of crazy adventures and secret moments and i will also try my hardest for him to get as many things as he wants and needs. it is hard sometimes to be in a safe place but im sure he knows what he will accomplish for himself and his future . hopefully lots of girls will love to be his and he will ejoy all the stuff he will get from them and hopefully they will not be assholes to him cause he is tha bomb diggitty.

Ellen Page's Dilemas

Today  Ellen Page Posted on her face book the following.

Ellen Page

"Why are vegans made fun of while the inhumane factory farming process regards animals and the natural world merely as commodities to be exploited for profit?"

 

I Responded.

Moises Lebron

Vegans Have chosen their way of life and they should be respected like anyone else . THe world is not perfect as you can see by the typo i made in the beginning of this sentence. One person Cannot change the world neither can a hundred n...or a thousand or even millions. Even if we stop the massacres there is still famine and there is still sadness and there is still hate. Any who the point im trying to make is. Life is too short to be worrying about the animals and to be worrying about the sadness and the wars and the famine. keep your lifestyle ignore the ignorant and live for all of us. in E.T.'s words " Be Goooooood"

A Place For The Brain

Jasper County Public Library is a Public library. This library is affiliated with Jasper County Public Library (view map) . The collection of the library contains 157248 volumes. The library circulates 310824 items per year. The library serves a population of 27947 residents .


today i walked to the library  to return a couple of dvd's i borrowed from there last weekend it was a free service  way better than any video store and i get to read books and surf the net freely with their free wifi systems. service is friendly and everyone is welcomed to this information overload  wonderland

Childhood Terrors

when i was 9 years old  on my way to grandmas house a pregnant dog chased me for a block i was terrified screaming for help but i was so far in the country that none could hear my frightening screams the dog finally caught up to me and bit my leg i hit it in the head and it wouldnt let go ibacked up with the jaws of this dog cleches on my flesh and fell down a hill that was very steep rolling down  to the bottom with the dog still attached to me  when all of the sudden an old man came out of nowhere and hit the dog on its face very hard with a stick and it finally let go. ever since i have been terrified of dogs. even nice ones freak me out.many times after that ive been chased by dogs but they could never catch me because i ran like hell every time. today 17 years later as i walked through my neighborhood a dog chased me all the way home i felt just as scared as i did that first day

Someone That Makes Me Smile!

I used to follow Justin Bieber on you tube and you stream since he was a little twitter. When he became famous i was so happy for him and proud that one courageous little blogger like him could make something of  himself with his Given talent it was a rush. today millions of people have heard his voice and most importantly his beautiful smile has been seen all over the world. hes like my little idol. i love him and what he stands for and ill never let him go. those are lyrics from his songs  ha ha but yeah every time i hear his songs i become a little less of an evil bastard .

A lilly for my soul

Today I realized that I am headed in a very destructive direction in my life even more so than my previous lack of feeling one. I am a grumpy 27 year old with a few illnesses and not much to do. I have friends but i cannot give them all i want and all of me is not enough because the world offers more and i am afraid tonight that i will loos them and have none left to care for and then i will loose every bit of humanity i have left in me . I confused about religions and moral standards and very annoyed at the way my community and the people around me function. i don't know if i can do anything really to change my life and be a part of so many others in a good and constructive way . I want to be remembered i don't want to be left alone i want to be loved i don't want others to be repulsed by me or to fear me that is not what i want i don't like fear . I understand that in my life fear is my mortal enemy my foe and i have to destroy the fears and then maybe i can move on and live a great life the life i want not the one that was chosen for me .  I am impulsive and ruthless outspoken and open-minded and i believe that if i learn how to use what i know and what i am i will achieve enlightenment.